Holy Sh*t &/or Twisted Me

So I’ve been thinking I should be a nicer person for a few reasons, namely the fact that my insensitivity and flippant comments can hurt people’s feelings when I don’t even know I’m doing it. Especially sensitive peeps I love tremendously. There are only a few of those in the world and I need to make more of an effort to protect them from the fact that I open my mouth and let words spill out without considering their potential effects. This is nothing new. I made my best friend mad as far back as grade school because I wasn’t…

Sometimes You’re Depressed & Then Sometimes You’re In Deep Shit

This past week has been less than stellar. 1.) Started on insulin and not impressed with its’ lack of effect regarding my BS numbers. 2.) Gained 10 pounds and feel absolutely disgusting, every time I feel stressed I reach for sugar like a hard-core junkie. 3.) Feeling stuck and unhappy, bursting into tears re: inability to change my life (see #2). 3.) Regular thoughts that my life is over and not worth a pig’s ass anyway, so big fucking deal. But today I woke up and went on-line and someone had laughed at a sentence I wrote last night. Sometimes…